My son won't get dressed or get in the car to goto school he said fuck you im not going because he doesnt want detention he only goes half a day everyday and wont even make it to school. He already received a letter about missing 6 days already. Then hes says its online ill just do the work from here. Well theres no help for me to get him to go he wont listen to me i dunno what else to do.
Thursday, November 30, 2017
Sunday, November 12, 2017
Burned out
Smashed out got some peachy ice. So bored sick of everything. Tv over game over failure oh tick tock batteries died burner not big blowing what a terrible day. Im cold bored and ummm what the fuck am i typing for. Im keep rolling u guess brb damn text box. I wanna eat your soul. Im so fricken mute. What is a bodaga ?
Thursday, November 2, 2017
In a prison
It doesnt have to be an actual jail to feel like your stuck in the prison. It doesnt have to be the failure single mom prison. It can be the prison in your head. Or the prison the sickness has left you in. Maybe its the prison that someone else left you in. Stuck someplace with no life boat. Dying in a Hostipal without life support.
Predetermined life
You all have them if not now.. you will most likely before my age im 36 without a predetermined life. You've been doing it for years waking up with a schedule whatever it is school, work, plane, train, cycling, or whatever it is your being molded into the life someone else has trained you for. I dont know what routie is besides doing the same thing everyday until it drives me crazy. Im am crazy but you change into someone else while i stay the same year after year because god didnot have a plan for me, friends wasnt there to be friendly, and unchosen family is all i got. So what future did you mold me into its all silence now and maybe it'll just get darker. While the rest of you just live life doing your schedule where ever it takes you in the end there was a plan for you because even though you think you've done it all to make it it was never you it was the people that shaped you into your predetermined life.