Tuesday, December 13, 2022

remember this

2005 cyst appears small pebble right side
Abscess start to form in groin area 

Three surgeries on right underarm pit 

2018 I finally received a diagnosis of the viruses name hidradenitis suppurativa

2021 two more cyst appears on left in side they are now like pebbles and the one on the right has turned into a very large hard rock wall. 

2022 black and brown start my period then turns to bright heavy red cramps are 10+ pain level


Tues Dec 13, 2022

It costs me gas and 5 dollar parking fee everytime I got mercy hospital for any of my doctor visits. Sometimes more if there longer. Everytime I try to get in my appointment they don't have my referral then I gotta go back again another day. So I stayed there an for 50 minutes trying to reach someone to get a referral from my primary who I seen last September and told me she was sending out all my update referrals, but she didn't or I wouldn't have wasted my time there. Sometimes I think these doctor offices like to waste my time because they know I don't have no job. I ended up wasting two hours there then got caught in traffic. The only thing I did get was this really confusing paper report about this issue that's been on going and that I've been told by multiple doctors of it's being don't worry about it. So I didn't buy as the years went by it increased in size and multipled. As I searched the internet it says this problem with cyst shouldn't stay that they clear up in several months. Well mines been here since 2005 so it's not clearing up and I'm just spreading the virus all over consuming me. This is why I don't have my primary do this because she kept telling me she couldn't get acurret results and not worry about it. So I have been to three of them. Oh yeah and the ones I seen in Columbia MD throughout the years my doctor's kept leaving that location or retired, so what's that mean? They did send me a letter saying they left the practice. Gyn is the service that I'm talking about.  Schochor and station, p.a. Laura told me to get the diagnosis and treatment plan then I can get help from them. 
 

Sunday, September 11, 2022

Sept 11,2022

I went to see set it off elsewhere part 2. I didn't care too much for the light colors and some of the other bands it was too loud. Some girl had a seizure that was the first time I seen that happen at a concert. Everyone made space but they kept asking for a medic and there wasn't any around. That was scary after awhile she was sitting up with the staff. I went outside with the smokers. Talked to this boy Matty who has a tattoo about just take a break and some a cigarette on his arm. Lol that was strange. Then he had some in-between fingers tats that said please, fuck you, Boris. He seemed really out of it like he was drunk he said that's just the way he is but I'm not so sure. First, Talked to some guy who had white paint on him he kept yapping about how he paints rich people's houses. I was thinking dude really stop bragging. He said he wished he was high which was weird cause later I seen something. Guess he missed out on that. There was these navy guys all over the place walking and drinking in the bar. Got me a crazy picture with oxymorons. Also one with rain city drive but the girl took awful pics with my phone. I should of did it myself, oh well. Got me a signed cd from them. Also, a photo and vinyl of set it off.