crushed

I should have known there's no hope for me he doesn't love me. What did he do he shown me that he's going home with some girl who didn't even act like she wanted to kiss him back. My heart is forever broken. He said he was taking her home tonight. I gave him my heart and he broke it. Now I'm just a empty shell unable to ever be happy. I don't think there's anyone out there for me. I could never do to him what he done to me. He destroyed me.. I don't think there's anyone else out there like him. Also I did really wanted to read him like a book, but after he broke my heart what's the point. It's too hard to just let him go or forget about him. He was everything I could ever want in a man. He destroyed my dreams. I'll never be happy again.

 

19 years later

They finally got a medication for HS it only took 19 years for them to finally tell me about it.