no purpose

Your never there sometimes I wish you was my plague because it remains everyday. Your never here. I cry on a daily. Zero I remain in this empty timeline. The memorial never created. Just waiting at the starting line. I can't see the light darkness remains. There's nothing blossoming here. I'm just stuck feeling worthless unloved and still waiting for change. I can't see hear feel there's nothing tangible. Not a memory or a moment in time. I'm lost in this dark pit. How can I experience something? How do I become kind? How can I sharing is caring? Where are you why didn't you save me? The silence is bitter. Soon I will expire. No matter what I do or where I go it doesn't matter I'm wasting away. I can't bring you back.