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another wasted day what kind of food can I shove in my mouth? thats all I can do seems like I'm not going anyplace else. whats your plan? mines includes watching tv all day long yelling at my kid and talking to god who isn't there to help me at all. Then getting upset because everyday is just like yesterday. Every Time a new year comes around its the same as the last one I'm still frozen here. 932 am nothing.. 934 am still nothing, I could do this all day just watch time change its numbers on the clock while i just lay here whilst nothing is changing. Guess I'll go watch tv again so I can have something to do and get upset because I'm watching everyone else's stories and I'm not making my own. 940 am still nothing. wanna go ride bikes? oh wait I'm waiting for them to appear with a yes but there's no one there. 942 am still nothing. I can do this for years wanna see? wanna see how everyone else has a life and theres changes and how mines sits still like I'm frozen but the clock keeps ticking. Yeah I didn't think you would wonder I'm still here 945am nothing. oh look its a lazy cat sleeping we do the same thing everyday. eat, sleep, but i get to use the tv. 948 am I'm going to go shove something in my mouth then play a video game then watch tv and this will always be the same thing daily 365 days a year. thanks for reading if anyone out there ever does.