What to do? I'm not even sure. Wasting time again waiting for life to change sick of standing still. I wish I was foreign they look so happy. I'm not happy I'm bored and well I'm sitting at the library not sure why, but there are lots of foreigns here. I don't get it. Okay now I don't feel so healthy. well my battery is dying and I don't know what to say.
| love vitamins | |
| DateCreated | 8/9/2007 6:44:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 8/9/2007 9:34:00 PM |
| Body | vitamin g1 love and support from god vitamin p1 love and support from parents vitamin f love and support from family friends and having fun vitamin p2 love and support from peers and others like us with similar goals vitamin s love from ourselves *vitamin r love and support from intimate relationships partnerships and romance vitamin d loving and supporting someone who is dependent on us vitamin c giving back to our communities vitamin w giving back to the world vitamin g2 serving god *what i missing |
| Subject | hot day |
| DateCreated | 8/13/2007 7:45:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 8/13/2007 7:35:00 PM |
| Body | Over the weekend I been to two other states that aren't maryland. I went to a casnio for the first time. Today I got the game mario strikers charged and played that like most of the day. I overslept today hopefully I won't tomorrow. I broke a nail I really hate when that happens. Guess I'll go read somemore. |
| Subject | sleepless |
| DateCreated | 4/4/2008 1:39:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 4/4/2008 2:26:00 AM |
| Body | i hate waking up in the middle of the night. ill try to smack myself to sleep. i know where u are without the love and support of good friends and family completely alone unless u have a job then u have someone around everyone does but me i dont think theres anyone in the world like me. my suffering has no end i dont feel anyone |
Subjectnice linesDateCreated4/4/2008 2:27:00 PMPostedDate4/4/2008 5:26:00 PMBodySince I met you,
I’ve fallen in love with you
at least a hundred times
for a hundred different reasons.
Sometimes I fall in love with you
when I watch you doing something you enjoy,
something you’re so involved in that
you’re unaware of my presence.
Sometimes I fall in love with you
when I listen to you talk to other people.
Whether you’re being interesting and funny
or warm and caring and genuinely concerned,
you have a way of making people feel better
with nothing more than words.
Sometimes I fall in love with you
just thinking about you,
remembering all the memories we’ve made...
falling in love for the first time,
staying in love during the rough times,
finding more to love about each other every day.
And whenever I think about
the wonderful things that lie ahead of us,
I fall totally and completely in love with you
all over again.
I’ve fallen in love with you
at least a hundred times
for a hundred different reasons.
Sometimes I fall in love with you
when I watch you doing something you enjoy,
something you’re so involved in that
you’re unaware of my presence.
Sometimes I fall in love with you
when I listen to you talk to other people.
Whether you’re being interesting and funny
or warm and caring and genuinely concerned,
you have a way of making people feel better
with nothing more than words.
Sometimes I fall in love with you
just thinking about you,
remembering all the memories we’ve made...
falling in love for the first time,
staying in love during the rough times,
finding more to love about each other every day.
And whenever I think about
the wonderful things that lie ahead of us,
I fall totally and completely in love with you
all over again.
| Subject | friday |
| DateCreated | 4/11/2008 3:13:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 4/11/2008 6:09:00 PM |
| Body | I'm watching the Wizard of Oz. What is everyone doing it's so hot outside today? |
| Subject | blooggginn |
| DateCreated | 8/9/2008 12:11:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 8/9/2008 7:00:00 PM |
| Body | It's been a long time since I last blogged so much stuff has happend. Lets see where to start .... I've only been to like 3 beaches all summer, I got a new car, a ps3, psp, been undergoing laser hair removal, got a hellicopper, lots of bdays and carnivals, ryan and I took keyboarding lessons. I will add new photos in the future. ttyl!! |
| Subject | Check out my new recordings!! |
| DateCreated | 8/11/2008 5:13:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 8/11/2008 5:13:00 PM |
| Body | Check out my recordings and let me know what you think! |
| Subject | sitting at home |
| DateCreated | 8/30/2008 3:01:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 8/30/2008 9:55:00 PM |
| Body | well today all I did was sit around the house and watch movies. I seen Nims island, what happend in vegas, virgiin territory, and artifacts. I'm missing one of ryans hamsters I hope that I find it before the cat does. I guess we will just play some video games tonight. |
| Subject | now watching tv |
| DateCreated | 9/3/2008 10:51:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 9/3/2008 5:36:00 PM |
| Body | I never used to watch tv, but now I'm addicted to it. I watched mtv2 with cribs and it was nice. The only person who appeared ot be living in his crib was this gay guy named prez. I'm now watching "Busted" with these guys getting caught by the police for doing illegal activites and what's cool about it, it's in calvert county md not too far from where I'm at. Well I'm bored so I guess I'll go on stickam for awhile and hang out. |
| Subject | freaked out |
| DateCreated | 10/22/2008 6:32:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 10/23/2008 1:29:00 AM |
| Body | This is powerful when it comes to confusion, werid, strange, insane and scary. I just watched this movie called "Mind Warp" and it's nuts |
| Subject | daily blog |
| DateCreated | 11/5/2008 2:06:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 11/5/2008 9:57:00 PM |
| Body | We have a new president I think everyone is happy with. I'm so bored and lonly. I love disney channel I watch it alot. Zack and Cody are my fav then Hannah. Joanas brothers are my listening music. My neck and back hurt I need a massage. Little big planet is one of the funnest games. |
| Subject | Guns N' Roses - Don't Cry: Original Version |
| DateCreated | 12/5/2008 10:00:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 12/5/2008 10:00:00 PM |
| Body | http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RtoDox0kAFEMusic video by Guns N' Roses performing Don't Cry: Original Version with Andy Morahan [Video Director], Warren Hewlett [Video Producer], Mike Clink [Producer], Guns N' Roses [Producer] (C) 1991 Guns N' Roses under exclusive license to Geffen Records i love this band its my childhood music |
| Subject | Guns N' Roses - Paradise City (Ritz, 1988.02.02) |
| DateCreated | 12/5/2008 10:14:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 12/5/2008 10:14:00 PM |
| Body | http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XhycbtHfGP4 still luv them |
| Subject | Guns N Roses - Sweet Child O Mine - Live |
| DateCreated | 12/5/2008 10:26:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 12/5/2008 10:26:00 PM |
| Body | http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xZubjXW6wHw its the best ever! |
SubjectScorpions "Wind of Change" music videoDateCreated12/6/2008 12:30:00 AMPostedDate12/6/2008 12:30:00 AMBody
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=taVW8Kv2HcQCheck out this classic video that made a difference
mines all mines
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=taVW8Kv2HcQCheck out this classic video that made a difference
mines all mines
| Subject | after xmas |
| DateCreated | 12/30/2008 4:03:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 12/30/2008 3:53:00 PM |
| Body | Well I just put all the christmas stuff away today. I got this movie called "Eagle Eye" I watched it and it was awesome. My son and I played Sorry Sliders and pokemon cards. I still have lots of movies to watch yet I was tired today I fell asleep for a few minutes. Ryan finished up some ice skating lessons today. I listen to some "offspring" today I really like their songs. had some pizza and about to watch a movie called "Nightmare man" |
| Subject | patehtic |
| DateCreated | 1/2/2009 4:42:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 1/2/2009 4:28:00 PM |
| Body | thats how I felt after reading someone else's profile and seen all the friends that person has and comments. I feel shallow, empty, alone, unwanted, unloved, and bored out of my mind. Imange sitting here for a year and the only time you left your house was to go get toliet paper and there you have it your in my world. Ideness lonliness and no wheres to goto. My plans for this year include nothing not any plans! 2009 sitting here biting my nails being bored waiting to meet someone online offline. while my son plays the video games. I have a nice fast car with a nice map and a screwy phone but that doesnt take me anywheres either. Whats in the cold city? and if I did go there not like there's a place to take a 8yr old so you tell me. I'm already doing what I'm supposed to be doing sitting in a house right? All I have is boring lonliness with videogames, board games, movies, money, shopping, music, is there anything else to life? Anyhow I never did learn how to use that skateboard my son didn't want to try and I ended up quiting after I fell that one time long ago. depressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
Subjectwhatcha doing?DateCreated1/4/2009 6:35:00 PMPostedDate1/4/2009 6:29:00 PMBodyLets see having friends over playing games, shooting guns, and eatting good food. Now that everyone is gone I'm watching a horror movie in the dark called "Unearthed".
| Subject | good morning america |
| DateCreated | 1/5/2009 6:05:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 1/5/2009 6:02:00 AM |
| Body | Starting off today; hmm, what to do? I guess I'll play the out door challenge on the Wii. I watched some tv ate soem food took a nap. I had this crazy.. dream i was in this house and my cuz came over and i was on myspace downloading this new game from angels and the airways and we was watching this video of this guy driving down route 79 and there was mountains, volcanos, and a big rock stone in the road on the bottom of the road on the top part not sure how his car was going to make it up the road there was a shrap left and it was funny i went to laughing my son heard me laughing for real and woke me up it was funny he says mom are you ok? is something wrong with you lol |
| Subject | at home |
| DateCreated | 1/17/2009 7:03:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 1/17/2009 6:55:00 PM |
| Body | "The bucketlist" was a okay movie kinda touchy and sad. I'm watching this movie called "1408" and it's bad ass horror flim so far from what I've seen. It's abotu time this guy tried the vent. Maybe he's insane' lol. This is lame he was having a nightmare almost died surfing. This bites ass ok this guy is insane lol wicked mind |
SubjectMountain Dew Voltage - ELECTRIFY YOURSELFDateCreated1/22/2009 10:30:00 AMPostedDate1/22/2009 10:30:00 AMBody
http://pepsi.yahoo.com/voltage/?sec=electrify_your...
nice fun app much love mountain dew!
http://pepsi.yahoo.com/voltage/?sec=electrify_your...
nice fun app much love mountain dew!
| Subject | is evil stronger?.... |
| DateCreated | 1/26/2009 9:49:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 1/26/2009 9:33:00 AM |
| Body | She sits alone screaming out to the online world, but still they don't hear her. She cries and it's only (her own head) that hears the calls. She's disrespected by many; alone trapped in a bad ecomony. She never leaves the house because she feels like she's forbidden to do so by either "Them" or the one she's closest to. The one she's closest is not as close as others would think. She denys the idea to make friends with races other than her own. She doesn't know anything, but islocation. She has nothing going for her. He doesn't heed the rules given. He cries abuse when yelled at after the repeats of being spoken to. He doesn't like to be in the same room or interst as her. He only cares about fun and games. He's not liked by the people in the public. |
| Subject | being in pain sucks |
| DateCreated | 1/29/2009 7:56:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 1/29/2009 7:46:00 PM |
| Body | I've been at home too long sick. Last night I was up until 5am playing Lbp. Today I tried putting this 1000 piece puzzle together and got nowhere's with it. It just got to be annoying. My son and I watched t.v. Time seems to roll by very fast. There's lots of frozen snow (ice) on the ground. It was snowing the last past couple of days and I made a few snowballs. The sun was shinning today. |
| Subject | friday |
| DateCreated | 1/31/2009 7:19:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 1/31/2009 7:12:00 AM |
| Body | I went to see my cuz had some socail interaction. Today I finally got out of the house that I've been too cooped up in. I took Ryan to the mall and he did his rountie "Can we leave yet? I wanna go home". After we left there we went ice skating. We came home and played with the stuffed animals he got from the mall and I read the book of Bolt. |
| Subject | saturday |
| DateCreated | 1/31/2009 1:03:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 1/31/2009 12:56:00 PM |
| Body | Today I had three cupcakes so much for my diet. They were good. I watched Juno, waitress, homealone 2, almost famous, and bring out the dead. Its so hot in here.I'm bored. |
| Subject | its in march |
| DateCreated | 3/2/2009 5:00:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 3/2/2009 4:48:00 AM |
| Body | march 2,2009 and its snowing. It's so white and beautiful outside. Ryan is happy no school. Lets see what have I been doing latley? Watching movies, playing gta4, and eatting food. I got some new music to listen to by a band called "red". My son got a carrying case for his hamster. A few days ago we flew a kite at the park. Last friday we went bowling. Latly we've been sitting around the house. Last night I watched "the lord of the rings." |
Subjectthis is fun....DateCreated3/10/2009 2:54:00 PMPostedDate3/10/2009 2:51:00 PMBodyguitar hero/Poor kid:
Ah, the bedroom shredder. Hours and hours of solitude and noodling around have produced this, this beast of rock and roll. All hail and give her some of your fries! lol, I got this out of this book called," Punk Rock Etiquette."
Ah, the bedroom shredder. Hours and hours of solitude and noodling around have produced this, this beast of rock and roll. All hail and give her some of your fries! lol, I got this out of this book called," Punk Rock Etiquette."
| Subject | OUCH..not talking about the game Pain but... |
| DateCreated | 3/11/2009 7:04:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 3/11/2009 6:58:00 PM |
| Body | I got sunburn instead of tan. I rode my bike today around the park. Finally got my car cleaned. I read a book while my son ice skated. We watched some iCarly today. Played with the hamster for alittle while. Ouch red pain well ttyl. |
| Subject | myspace acting up today... |
| DateCreated | 3/12/2009 11:01:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 3/12/2009 10:54:00 AM |
| Body | Well today I just sat around school not doing too much. Poor mypace servers won't let me play any games right now. I got to play with some googles that mess with your sight that was kinda fun. Part of some Brain thing they had here and I couldn't walk a stright line with the glasses on. Funny thing I don't remember ever being that drunk. I sat in teh new computer lab so I guess that was different. Not much to say guess I'll think of something leater today. |
| Subject | over the weekend.... |
| DateCreated | 3/15/2009 6:24:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 3/15/2009 6:18:00 PM |
| Body | friday I cleaned the house really well. Sautrday I went to the mall and then we seen Race to Witchmountain The movie was really good can't wait to get the dvd. We went to Walmart and stayed over our cousins for alittle while. Sunday I cleaned up our shoes put them in those bags. Made some food, read some books, and watched the disney channel. icarly, hanana, sonny with a chance, etc. those shows are so funny. Ryan watched utube videos which give him codes for his game. |
| Subject | what happend today... |
| DateCreated | 3/18/2009 7:55:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 3/18/2009 7:44:00 PM |
| Body | ...well I took two tests at school and read the rest of that book I blogged about before. I also finished another book called sucker punch. I sat in the game room with my computer trying to play my Sims game didn't get too far in that. I went to the park and skating rink with my son. We went to the park again and played. There was some guys who let us play frisbee with them. We came home and I was feeling depressed and sick. I stayed on the im for awhile and than fell asleep. Yesturday we went to our cuz house and played at the park over there. I took a free pizza I had gotten with me. There was alot of young kids skateboarding. |
| Subject | bored |
| DateCreated | 3/19/2009 6:19:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 3/19/2009 6:17:00 AM |
| Body | guess I'll walk around the school and play in my trash this journal. I did until it started rainning outside. I sat around for awhile walking back and forth. I imanged what I could be doing with the adobe c3 software if I knew how to use it. I went to the movies and got my ticket for tomorrow to see Knowing. I came home now I gotta figure out what to make to eat. I just seen this movie called Be kind rewind with jack black it was hiralous. I'm watching this really cool movie called the deaths of Ian stone. |
| Subject | i t wasn for movies id be bored.... |
| DateCreated | 3/20/2009 11:41:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 3/20/2009 11:29:00 AM |
| Body | Okay, so the movie Knowing was the best movie ever! I cried during the part where the father had to let the aliens take care of his son. He got become the first human on earth again. I liked how the movie ended with the two kids and the big tree. It's sad that the father didn't get to go with him he spent his last minutes with his family I wonder if he told them what happend. It kinda makes you think about life. After that I went browsing around the mall and ate some food. I stopped by this one store thinking about how much I miss out on fun stuff in life. I started looking and thinking about bike stuff. Now I'm just sitting at home alone with the emptiness. If I was to die today I wouldn't die happy. Oh and I got Ryan another action replay for his ds since he broke the other one. I'm not sure why I did he likes that thing more than spending time with me. |
| Subject | the weather is nice so... |
| DateCreated | 3/21/2009 5:20:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 3/21/2009 5:09:00 PM |
| Body | My cat is playing with her mouse again. I took Ryan and his cousins to the park. They rode bikes I just stood there balancing myself on my skateboard feeling kinda dumb. Later I played basketball with Ryan and tried to get him to ride on the back of the bike but he was too heavy, so I decided that wasn't a good idea. I ended up just chasing him on it. I played volleyball with the kids in the yard. I went over my grandmother's and we had some poppers outside throwing them against the ground and steppign on them. Ryan got this cool Airhogs micro car. We are watching disneys, phines and frib spot the diff. |
| Subject | well today... |
| DateCreated | 3/22/2009 6:12:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 3/22/2009 6:08:00 PM |
| Body | I took ryan to the park we rode bikes. I got sad I had to come home here. We went to the store and he got his hair cut. He played some games at home with his friend. Now he's recording stuff with my camera. |
| Subject | woah wut |
| DateCreated | 3/23/2009 5:21:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 3/23/2009 5:02:00 PM |
| Body | I sat here vaccumed the floor did some clothes and then went to the store. I got some vitamin water and movies. I watched this movie called, quarantine. I thought to myself what is the title of this woman who is infront of this camera. I got to thinking how I would like to have that kind of fun going out to different sites, interveiwing people about their jobs, and learning new stuff. I took ryan to the park and told him to ride his scooter. I played around with my skateboard I think I'm getting better at it. I'm scared to do tricks or jump the crub, but I get get the tilting thing down I think. Ryan played with some young guys hockey stick and ball. He also sat in the car for awhile watching tv. We went to tacobells yummy. He got this pokemon platium game at the mall. I'm about to watch another movie. |
| Subject | woke up this morning |
| DateCreated | 3/25/2009 9:42:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 3/25/2009 9:37:00 AM |
| Body | I had a egg sandwhich. I'm trying to diet maybe it'll make me feel better. I made a doctor's appointment. I watched some movies: Punshier; Blackout. I went to the park with Ryan and we played with remote control cars. |
| Subject | bored |
| DateCreated | 3/26/2009 8:04:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 3/26/2009 7:59:00 PM |
| Body | I took some library books back and dropped them off. I was tired took a nap. Cooked dinner for me and ryan. Didn't really do much today. Not sure where time went to because I didn't do anything but it flew. |
| Subject | gameday |
| DateCreated | 3/28/2009 9:00:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 3/28/2009 8:56:00 PM |
| Body | woke up had some blueberry waffles with strawberry syrup yum. Listen to some music. Played re5 it was kinda fun. Watched the nicks kids choice awards it was awesome. Ryan did some werid stuff with his ds. |
| Subject | Check out this video: Incubus-Love Hurts |
| DateCreated | 3/30/2009 11:07:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 3/30/2009 11:05:00 AM |
| Body | Check out this video: Incubus-Love Hurts What I like about this video is what I need you to help me with lets get out and make some new memories!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
| Subject | april fools day |
| DateCreated | 4/1/2009 12:20:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 4/1/2009 12:05:00 PM |
| Body | I woke up earlier today than usual got dressed waited around until it was time to take Ryan to school. I came back home and took a nap I was sleepy. I checked my voicemail and it woke me up saying I won an osbourne package from the radio station. I thought, wow cool, now I have somewhere's to go today. On the way there I looked at the trains and the warning signs that said High voltage. I seen some stuff I haven't seen before stores, mall, ice rink, music place, etc. I get to the clearchannel buliding after making several lost uturns my map had me lost, lol. As I waited I watched the mail carriers and looked at some old demo cds. I opened up my box I had no clue what was in it really. It had some books, photo, and cds in a messager bag. Good thing it wasn't a April's fool prank I started to think it was. I asked some guy how to get into the garage because I done got lost again. He tired to jump in my car that was kinda scary later I laughed about it. I went back home and started reading, Jack Osbourne 21 years gone. I chatted on the computer. Ryan has Ice skating lessons today. I'm watching this movie called, "Art of the Devil" one good thing about this horror movie is that its' audio is in english. It's kinda funny how the people's lips are moving though. I guess I'll cook something to eat for dinner tonight since I didn't have anything today. Maybe play some re5. |
| Subject | todays news... |
| DateCreated | 4/2/2009 7:32:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 4/2/2009 7:29:00 AM |
| Body | I went tanning this morning I had a thin line of color surrounding my panties. I get too many freckles from the bed. I went into the spray tan and now I look dark. I still feel ugly when I see my strech marks and freckles though. I'm bored guess I'll play some re5 that's always fun. |
SubjectThere's been lots od rain latlyDateCreated4/17/2009 5:43:00 AMPostedDate4/17/2009 5:32:00 AMBodySpring Break was boring sat in the house the whole time. I should have called it spring playstation. We did go out oneday for Sixflags and that was all. Today I woke up and seen this message: The people in your life are important. Yeah right, what people? New features to make it easier to connect and stay in touch with the ones you care about most, Well if that doesn't give me a clue how much I'm cared for than I don't know. Don't leave anyone out of the conversation, HEY LOOK you forgot me! hmm create groups, clubs, teams, families. Don't I ask how do I do this everyday? The only thing I ever have is a blog I wonder can I start a group from a blog probly not because I never even get comments on here.
| Subject | sup .... |
| DateCreated | 4/23/2009 10:18:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 4/23/2009 10:07:00 AM |
| Body | sunday: Played godfather 2 all day monday: we went to grandmoms and played yahtzee game tuesday: went to my grandmoms I got to see her eye ball on the computer screen that was pretty cool wednesday: went iceskating and then the mall got ryan some shoes I got me a cd; papa roch I wish i could goto concert on the range in ohio thursday: clean some stuff around the house no school day we rode bikes around the park |
| Subject | nice weather today.. |
| DateCreated | 4/24/2009 5:45:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 4/24/2009 5:40:00 PM |
| Body | Today I took my car to shop. I sat here watched a long video about this camp I want to goto this summer. Went to the ice rink seen some man in a really cool car. I played zelda on the ds. We went bike riding around the park. Got a few things from the store. Played some more zelda. Watched disney Hatching pete movie. |
Subjectlittle cuz bday partyDateCreated4/25/2009 6:46:00 PMPostedDate4/25/2009 6:40:00 PMBodyWe went to the park for a birthday party it was fun. Ryan got all wet in the river. I got to crawl on a rope. We sang happy bday and ate cake yummy. The kids played alot of games. We got to ride thur the park in the back of a truck it was cool. We went fishing for awhile and Ryan liked swimming in the water more than learning to fish. After the park we went to the mall and walked around for awhile. Well now we are home and in need of showers. Guess I'll play my game before bed.
| Subject | feels like summertime |
| DateCreated | 4/27/2009 5:43:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 4/27/2009 5:39:00 PM |
| Body | I cleaned out my car and afterwards the trees turned it green again. I got a killer headache. I went to the store got some stuff. I took a nap and then my son and I went to the swimming pool. I made some chicken stirfry for dinner. He did his homework and watched some tv. I still have a headache nothing seems to help. |
SubjectOh Snap!!!THE TOUCH Sam's Theme Transformers Revenge of the FallenDateCreated5/25/2009 7:12:00 PMPostedDate5/25/2009 7:12:00 PMBody
http://vodpod.com/watch/1633396-oh-snapthe-touch-s.....
cool transformers revage vid check it out
Subjecttoday is the day for transformersDateCreated6/24/2009 9:45:00 AMPostedDate6/24/2009 9:37:00 AMBodynews flash.. so I was disappointed with the ghostbusters game because it overwrites my saved data. I lost my atrifacts boo whoo :( I have been spending alot of time trying to clean out the swimming pool. I got a really cool computer. We went shopping and now I have a table to put together this week. Well we are getting ready to go out and watch the new transformers movie so I'll update my blog later.
Subjectquestions for my bfDateCreated8/15/2009 10:31:00 PMPostedDate8/15/2009 10:13:00 PMBody
http://vodpod.com/watch/1633396-oh-snapthe-touch-s.....
cool transformers revage vid check it out
| Subject | sup latley |
| DateCreated | 5/29/2009 8:13:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 5/29/2009 7:54:00 AM |
| Body | I went tanning salaon. I got some movies and movie tickets for tonight. I'm watching these movies: Laid to rest (very bloody!), dark secerts, the devil's tomb, bridewars, and american higschool. Yesturday I was gaming and talking on the phone. Last weekend I went to the park and got on rides with my son. We went to the beach for the holiday and ate crabs. Tonight is the mall and movies. i had some werid dream about tom cruise and we was taken by aliens and woke up on another planet. He bulit a device that ran by battery not sure how we could communtice with earth since being that it was destoryed; and us few that was taken was the last of our kind. It was crazy here we are on another planet and the only thing I kept trying to do was figure out who was going to be my partner. I tried to help this young boy who was down around trying to use phones to connect to his gf but the aliens came lol. I remember the world falling apart I don't know how I survied that long to make it where we was now. I was in this buliding and it filled with water and I tried to swim with no breath down these stairs and outside where there was explisons thats where I met tom. He was trying to blow stuff up. the next thing I remember is we are waking up on another planet in a small house. He lost his wife and I was trying to fill the shoes we both had boys. Well that's all i can remember after the aliens searched through are stuff I woke up from that dream. |
| Subject | well today... |
| DateCreated | 5/30/2009 2:44:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 5/30/2009 2:31:00 PM |
| Body | We seen a band play at the lake it must have been envirnomental day. We went swimming and out to eat tacos. I walked around the park ryan rode his skooter. There was alot of people outside today. I wore my toe ring today it's so pretty. well gettign ready to leave again carnival time. |
| Subject | so.. |
| DateCreated | 5/31/2009 6:06:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 5/31/2009 6:03:00 PM |
| Body | today I watched bedtime stories. I watched this very good movie about a unlucky guy and a lucky girl. I played some re5 and home. I watched mtv movie awards the intro was pretty funny. Ryan played outback for awhile today. |
| Subject | blog update |
| DateCreated | 6/8/2009 9:55:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 6/8/2009 9:50:00 AM |
| Body | lately I have been hanging out swimming at parties, I went fourwheeling which was awesome, I touched a small snake and frog. I went bike riding and swimming. My birthday just passed. I've been to the gym whatelse have i done oh yeah I almost ran over a huge black snake at the park. listening to music and playing ps3. and as always trying to figure out what to get into next. I got a new lizard and fish from the carnival. |
| Subject | I'm for sale at discounted rate now... |
| DateCreated | 6/14/2009 11:17:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 6/14/2009 11:09:00 AM |
| Body | You can purshase me for the low price of 1.5 million u.s. dollars, What a steal! okay so what's been going on latley well yesturday we went to sixflags and I got to see a band called "Stay" perform. I seen this werid movie called the lost kids or something like that. Today we played video games. I'm still playing supermario galaxy and that's pretty much for the updates. ttyl. |
Subjecttoday is the day for transformersDateCreated6/24/2009 9:45:00 AMPostedDate6/24/2009 9:37:00 AMBodynews flash.. so I was disappointed with the ghostbusters game because it overwrites my saved data. I lost my atrifacts boo whoo :( I have been spending alot of time trying to clean out the swimming pool. I got a really cool computer. We went shopping and now I have a table to put together this week. Well we are getting ready to go out and watch the new transformers movie so I'll update my blog later.
| Subject | update.... |
| DateCreated | 7/3/2009 9:44:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 7/3/2009 9:41:00 AM |
| Body | We had a fun party last weekend. We went to sixflags and got lots of stuff to take home. We sat around the house playing games or watching tv. now I'm bored what to get into? will someone please go on a road trip with me? went around the mall had dinner still bored. |
| Subject | indepence weekend |
| DateCreated | 7/5/2009 7:59:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 7/5/2009 7:52:00 PM |
| Body | for the 4th of july I went to a family cookout. The kids went swimming in the pool. I played some cards and watched some fireworks. Sunday we went to sixflags and played in the water. Double tubes on the tony hawk is cool. The Plain white tees had a concert there it was pretty much fun except it kinda got chilly out. It took forever for the band to play. Riding the batwing in the dark was awesome. Ryan chicken out on it. we rode the superman and I waved to the camera when we passed it. We got to ride it twice without getting off which was fun. |
| Subject | sunnydays |
| DateCreated | 7/7/2009 7:58:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 7/7/2009 7:51:00 AM |
| Body | Monday- We went to the park and played with the remote control boat in the water. Ate some mcdonalds. I cleaned house it was dusty. Brushed the cats hair and feed fish.We watched this movie called Alive about a plane crash. Tuesday- Woke up Ryan plays a videogame pacman like every morning. I listen to some music. Going shopping today for stuff, need car cleaned |
| Subject | thurs......... |
| DateCreated | 7/9/2009 10:17:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 7/9/2009 10:12:00 PM |
| Body | woke up feeling miserable sat around the house in chats. Took ryan to the skatepark and mcdonalds. I went to concert seen chevelle, shinedown, and staind. Some guy gotten taken away on a strecher and another was laying on the ground and it was funny people was taking photos of him. lots of people was so drunk. I must have been the only loner there. They had pinball machines at the concert that was kinda abormal. I watched this movie called Push it's a bad ass movie really cool. |
| Subject | blog update |
| DateCreated | 7/12/2009 12:03:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 7/12/2009 11:55:00 AM |
| Body | friday- I watched Ink heart, Confessions of a shopaholic, and Friday the 13th. Saturday- got a new skateboard. We went to the swimming pool. We went to park and played with the water boat. Ryan rode his skooter. Ate tacos and watched icarly. Played some pinball. Sunday- Went to gamestore. I made some cheese burgers in the skillet. Guess we will stay infront of the tv today. |
| Subject | where did time fly to? |
| DateCreated | 8/14/2009 7:58:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 8/14/2009 7:54:00 PM |
| Body | not sure why I have post for over a month okay so lets see what happend: sat around the house playing video games went to the mall went to six flags and seen music went to carvinal went to the movies went to the park watched some dvds watched some tv shows |
I now will be taking applications for my future boyfriends
Here is the application questions:
What is your name?
Where are you from?
Do you have a picture?
What is your education level?
Are you hot?
Do you travel?
What hobbies do you have?
Do you have or want kids?
When was the last time you had a g/f?
Where do you work?
How much do you make per year?
Where do you live?
How many cars you own?
What do you consider as a vacation?
What kind of pets do you have?
Do you own a cellphone?
What kind of interests do you have?
What kind of music do you listen to?
What type of sports are you into?
What type of movies and/or tv shows?
Do you drink or smoke?
What is romance to you?
What do you look for in a woman?
Subjectlp newsDateCreated8/18/2009 1:35:00 PMPostedDate8/18/2009 1:31:00 PMBodyhttp://WWW.LPSTREETTEAM.COM/CDA5240F87574D8387EBDE8FEC733210/tracklink.asp?guid=230856C66FDC4DE48CD0CBDFF004BB03
how in the world are people supposed to click on this?
Subjectand yet another Tuesday so you kow what that means..DateCreated9/22/2009 10:00:00 AMPostedDate9/22/2009 9:56:00 AMBodyI'm watching book of blood, battle for terra, and ghosts of girlfriends past. I dyed my hair today so no more messy roots. Got my sons halloween outfit already.
Subjectwhen you create a resume it should look like this....DateCreated9/27/2009 1:12:00 PMPostedDate9/27/2009 1:10:00 PMBodyI'm going to post this so I can save it for my resume i like how it sounds.
Extensive experience in gathering and analyzing business requirements in order to meet strategic goals and development efforts.
- Excellent knowledge of Web platforms, technologies, protocols and publishing tools
- Advanced understanding of object-oriented design
- Extensive experience with Web portal and Back End systems/database integration
- Expert knowledge of Web Servers and application servers
- Knowledge of Web authoring and development tools
- Experience with e-commerce, Intranet and Extranet development.
- Experience with Web UI and multimedia design.
- Comprehensive experience with Web content management.
- Experience in creating open Web services and applications and integrating with social networking and search platforms (Facebook, Google etc.)
- Experiencing of marrying a Web strategy to an organization s goals and objectives.
- Excellent knowledge of applicable data privacy practices and laws.
- Strong understanding of communications, marketing and customer service principles.
- Excellent communications skills to engage senior business leaders and translate business requirements to technology architecture
- Excellent presentation and documentation skills and in developing executive review presentations
Here is the application questions:
What is your name?
Where are you from?
Do you have a picture?
What is your education level?
Are you hot?
Do you travel?
What hobbies do you have?
Do you have or want kids?
When was the last time you had a g/f?
Where do you work?
How much do you make per year?
Where do you live?
How many cars you own?
What do you consider as a vacation?
What kind of pets do you have?
Do you own a cellphone?
What kind of interests do you have?
What kind of music do you listen to?
What type of sports are you into?
What type of movies and/or tv shows?
Do you drink or smoke?
What is romance to you?
What do you look for in a woman?
Subjectlp newsDateCreated8/18/2009 1:35:00 PMPostedDate8/18/2009 1:31:00 PMBodyhttp://WWW.LPSTREETTEAM.COM/CDA5240F87574D8387EBDE8FEC733210/tracklink.asp?guid=230856C66FDC4DE48CD0CBDFF004BB03
how in the world are people supposed to click on this?
Subjectand yet another Tuesday so you kow what that means..DateCreated9/22/2009 10:00:00 AMPostedDate9/22/2009 9:56:00 AMBodyI'm watching book of blood, battle for terra, and ghosts of girlfriends past. I dyed my hair today so no more messy roots. Got my sons halloween outfit already.
Subjectwhen you create a resume it should look like this....DateCreated9/27/2009 1:12:00 PMPostedDate9/27/2009 1:10:00 PMBodyI'm going to post this so I can save it for my resume i like how it sounds.
Extensive experience in gathering and analyzing business requirements in order to meet strategic goals and development efforts.
- Excellent knowledge of Web platforms, technologies, protocols and publishing tools
- Advanced understanding of object-oriented design
- Extensive experience with Web portal and Back End systems/database integration
- Expert knowledge of Web Servers and application servers
- Knowledge of Web authoring and development tools
- Experience with e-commerce, Intranet and Extranet development.
- Experience with Web UI and multimedia design.
- Comprehensive experience with Web content management.
- Experience in creating open Web services and applications and integrating with social networking and search platforms (Facebook, Google etc.)
- Experiencing of marrying a Web strategy to an organization s goals and objectives.
- Excellent knowledge of applicable data privacy practices and laws.
- Strong understanding of communications, marketing and customer service principles.
- Excellent communications skills to engage senior business leaders and translate business requirements to technology architecture
- Excellent presentation and documentation skills and in developing executive review presentations
| Subject | sup whoever wants to read... |
| DateCreated | 10/6/2009 2:44:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 10/6/2009 2:37:00 PM |
| Body | Today I cleaned my car. I watched the mummy tomb of the dragon. I just got finished watching the Joans bros concert in 3d it was awesome. I didn't expect to see them in central park. well back to watching tv, ttyl. |
Subjectat home rainny weekend....DateCreated10/17/2009 8:13:00 AMPostedDate10/17/2009 8:09:00 AMBodyWell we beat the disneys "UP" game. http://www.fearnet.com/videos/b16936_fear_clinic_sneak_peek_ndash_scotophobia.html
This is going to be cool I'll have to watch this. I'm off to playing nicktoons attack of the toybots. http://community.fearnet.com/imamdarkness
This is going to be cool I'll have to watch this. I'm off to playing nicktoons attack of the toybots. http://community.fearnet.com/imamdarkness
SubjectI'm backDateCreated11/2/2009 4:17:00 PMPostedDate11/2/2009 4:03:00 PMBodyhaven't been on in awhile well I'm still sick. Okay movie watching update is:
I know who killed me
land of the lost
year one
pandemic
tinkerbell and the lost treasure
well besides movies; I'm not sure what to talk about.
halloween was strange first time I stayed at home and not one person knocked on the door. I watched that psycho sweet 16 movie it was alright not as good as I know who killed me though. fear clinic was pretty cool some of the characters resemeble my life.
I fear spiders too. Also I'm angry at ps home for ruining my halloween. how come when i watched transformers they didnt show the primaid in eygpt was a balloon lol gru lol funny.
I know who killed me
land of the lost
year one
pandemic
tinkerbell and the lost treasure
well besides movies; I'm not sure what to talk about.
halloween was strange first time I stayed at home and not one person knocked on the door. I watched that psycho sweet 16 movie it was alright not as good as I know who killed me though. fear clinic was pretty cool some of the characters resemeble my life.
I fear spiders too. Also I'm angry at ps home for ruining my halloween. how come when i watched transformers they didnt show the primaid in eygpt was a balloon lol gru lol funny.
| Subject | sup world |
| DateCreated | 11/3/2009 10:13:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 11/3/2009 10:11:00 AM |
| Body | today I'm watching the taking of pelham 123 and gijoe the rise of the cobra. |
| Subject | A War On FireRikku 2: The Wayward Sun |
| DateCreated | 11/4/2009 1:34:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 11/4/2009 1:34:00 PM |
| Body | http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B6AI32FW7io funny as hell |
| Subject | love give love |
| DateCreated | 11/13/2009 11:37:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 11/13/2009 11:36:00 AM |
| Body | http://christmasseason.giftcards.com |
| Subject | blogness |
| DateCreated | 11/14/2009 7:58:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 11/14/2009 7:52:00 PM |
| Body | So today I played some wii fit. I seen this movie called "fired up" and "evolution". I went shopping earlier and I seen a radio statoin with a food bank bus. I played the game "wet" for a little while. Watched the movie "get Smart" and "meet the spartons." |
| Subject | Check out this video: Dead By Sunrise - Let Down |
| DateCreated | 11/18/2009 4:09:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 11/18/2009 4:06:00 PM |
| Body | Check out this video: Dead By Sunrise - Let Down |
| Subject | new moon |
| DateCreated | 11/20/2009 11:07:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 11/20/2009 11:04:00 AM |
| Body | The new moon was 100 percent better than part one. I cried all the way through the movie. Now I wanna see bella's wedding. I think that the wolves are more sexy compared to the vampires. |
| Subject | another movie day... |
| DateCreated | 12/1/2009 12:03:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 12/1/2009 11:58:00 AM |
| Body | here's the list: deadline which is a pretty cool horror suspense movie hardwired omg I love this movie! people gone cyber American virgin comdey pretty cool too bad didn't have friend to watch with Train Star trek |
New texting terms:
wtf= what the fuck
cyl= see you later
eps= ear plugs
ats= all the same
whatcha= what you
L2m= listening to music
t/a= try again/type again
wtg= where to go
ttwi= the time when I
h2w= how to win
pag= playing a game
tyt= take your time
cyl= see you later
eps= ear plugs
ats= all the same
whatcha= what you
L2m= listening to music
t/a= try again/type again
wtg= where to go
ttwi= the time when I
h2w= how to win
pag= playing a game
tyt= take your time
idk= i dont know
gdc= got disconnected
created by Christina Nyaburi
gdc= got disconnected
created by Christina Nyaburi
Subjectso today I...DateCreated1/15/2010 2:16:00 PMPostedDate1/15/2010 2:10:00 PMBodyI got excited about something really cool, but then I got scared. Also I'm not even sure how I could get into this kinda world. Learning labs may take a variety of forms – physical or virtual spaces, maker kits, learning environments, project-based learning experiences are just a few. It is expected that, at a minimum, applications will support participatory learning and engage young people in actively experimenting, inventing, and/or tinkering with some aspects of the grand challenge(s) of our time; they should meaningfully extend across institutions (e.g., libraries, community centers, home, school, museums, afterschool program, youth programs, etc) and communities (physical or online). They should connect virtually and physically through creative use of digital media. Most importantly, it is expected that youth will be critical partners and active creators of these learning labs and the experiences they provide.
Sounds like a nice envirnoment a nice change but I don't think i'll ever meet anyone to help me out so I'll just be sitting in my shitty apartment dreaming.
Sounds like a nice envirnoment a nice change but I don't think i'll ever meet anyone to help me out so I'll just be sitting in my shitty apartment dreaming.
| Subject | movies I'm watching.. |
| DateCreated | 2/25/2010 11:13:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 2/25/2010 11:10:00 AM |
| Body | so today's movies are not twittered today I decided to write them here: the stepfather cabin fever 2 sorority row motherhood |
| Subject | linkin park! |
| DateCreated | 4/3/2010 6:26:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 4/3/2010 6:25:00 AM |
| Body |  |
Subjectthe only kind i'll drink...DateCreated5/18/2010 8:15:00 AMPostedDate5/18/2010 8:14:00 AMBody
| Subject | use these sites... |
| DateCreated | 6/6/2010 7:06:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 6/6/2010 7:00:00 AM |
| Body | www.jingproject.com www.screencast.com www.screenjelly.com http://screenr.com www.ambrosiasw.com/utilities/snapzprox/ www.telestream.net/screen-flow/overview.htm http://store.shinywhitebox.com/ishowuhd/main.html www.techsmith.com/camtasia.asp http://tryit.adobe.com/us/captivate http://animoto.com www.xtranormal.com www.archive.org http://lab.wgbh.org/sandbox |
| Subject | list of sites |
| DateCreated | 6/18/2010 7:29:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 6/18/2010 7:19:00 AM |
| Body | www.405themovie.com |
| Subject | i just don't know what to do anymore |
| DateCreated | 11/16/2010 9:47:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 11/16/2010 6:47:00 PM |
| Body | Sometimes I just wish I was dead so I can make it into heaven. What would it be like for me? I'd be somewhere's beautiful with someone who loves me. If I could have anything in the world I would have to choose having my broken heart saved. I wonder what is like to feel? to have an emotion? to feel safe and supported by someone. I wish I had someone who could bring life into my life. Someone not afraid of commitment and wants to be a father with his whole heart and soul. I just don't understand what is wrong with me why am I never good enough? Why do I have to pretend everything is okay when I know it's not. I can front and make myself look like I'm happy but god knows I'm not. I blame it all on text. Text is what kills me because all I have are my words and it's all i ever get. I hate typing i hate writing i hate it all I've been here my whole fucking life with my fingers. I'm stick and tired and I don't care how embrassing it is anymore, If anyone reads this. i don't think anyone will anyhow no one seems to notice me I'm invisbile anyhow. Why do i have to endure so much pain i just wish I could take all my feelings away so I don't have to live in the trama no more. I've been crying alot latley. I'm always sad but never show it. Everything about me is crushed. I can't do this no more |
Subjectit's so quite...DateCreated1/25/2011 8:29:00 AMPostedDate1/25/2011 6:06:00 AMBodyThere's apart of me that is crying inside. If I was normal like everyone else would I feel better about myself? What is happiness? what is love? how do I find my way out of the storm. My mind keeps telling me to let it go, the emotions I can't I can't feel, forbidden like in another world I can't access. I ask myself what's wrong with me. It all just comes down to being human and I'm just one of the unlucky ones. I feel like I'll never be complete. Maybe I should just brush myself under a rug. I wonder what it's like to feel good to communicate with others who feel the same way I do I guess I'll never know. Can I really be the only person in the world who is this way? Where did I go wrong;how did I loose myself? I feel pain inside of my chest it gets tighter the more I think about it. i know i just have to neglect it and hope that it goes away try to pretend it doesn't exist. If only someone could notice me. Am I not good enough maybe I'd be better forgotten about rather than not known at all. When it comes down to it I know I'm mad because I'm still here with you- you black and white text that no one ever reads. When will I get to say thank you? I feel like I'm stuck here and nothing will save me no change will be made. i don''t have the will to carry on at times and no one is pushing me to do so. Then I realize if someone was i wouldn't be writing this i wouldn't be feeling this way. I would hide it in a hidden place where no one could see how I truly feel. I've never learned how to share anything for real. I'd give anything to have someone real in my life. I'm so tired of this imangry, oh hell I cant even spell it maybe it's trying to tell me I'm man angry. Nothing is real with me. i can't even begin to tell you because it won't help me spell it. it's very sad anyhow I'm sick of not knowing experiencing what is real. I don't feel human anymore. Will i be like this forever? If there was someone there i'd appreciate more than anyone else in the world because I've never been there before. Plus I've always wondered what it's like to share and care. like to be part of something to fit in and not feel alone in the dark outkasted by many others. now I feel it's time to say what is wrong? with me and get no response. Why is it so much easier to receive pain? When will my story change? i want to come out of the darkness and live in the light. When will i be happy? when will i smile? when will i feel like I'm worthy of anything? when will we be together? when will you pick me up when I'm down? when will you be inside a photo with me? when will you go out with me? when will you hug me? when will you be around just to say I'm bored? when will you call me? when will our friends hang out like a crowd? when will we all go shopping together or something like that? it's just not something that happens in real life with me it just happens to other people. I end up here stuck alone with my text or a chat room but does it make anything for real happen no it doesn't so I'm still left the same way I've started. When is the all I going to stop I hate the letter "I". Whatever happen to the "we" or "us" stories? why don't they ever exist? What do i have to do to not say I'm sad or depressed? When will I stop feeling pain? when will the butchering of my heart end? why do I have tears? when will I feel something good instead of pain? when will the virtual world end and the real world begin with happiness. I can't live like this no more it's eating my soul. Stop butchering me i can't take the pain no more. I feel like shouting S.o.S! but there's still no reply. please help me.
| Subject | text no one will read |
| DateCreated | 11/8/2011 5:58:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 11/8/2011 2:58:00 AM |
| Body |
All I know is text all I ever had are these words I write as I write a story or a poem or a dairy whatever you want to call it. It never changes it won't leave it won't say goodbye. Just me and my text; You're here when I'm not feeling good or even when I'm happy as joy I know I can count on you. As I watch the world and the people change I see me still frozen here with you not changing a bit. The only emotion I can feel pumping into my heart is emptiness and pain. I feel like no one in this world understands me or has been in my shoes. When I am sick I have to attend to myself there's no one here to help me. Plus I have to take care of a child by myself. If I died here it would take a very long time before anyone knew what happened to me because I'm alone until after school hours. I took medicine, but I have to wait for the sickness to end. It's too bad they don't have medicine for my life or heart pain. ....
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| Subject | communication and contacts |
| DateCreated | 11/9/2011 4:48:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 11/9/2011 1:49:00 AM |
| Body |
Wonders what it's like to truly have someone there for you? I don't know what it's like to have information and for others to share things with me. I don't know I'm confused I never know what's going on… I do know how to not experience anything and be left in the dark I'm good for that much. What do people bring into my life? What have they ever taught me or shown me? That I'm only good for them when I can be their slave and when they get what they want I'm stuck back alone in the dark. I'm supposed to answer questions but not know anything about the other person or place. It's like everyone has a keycard on their door and I'm not allowed to have one I should just leave mines unlocked and open. It's very hard to communicate sometimes I feel like I have to wait for the world to change to meet others on the same level as I. Just waiting and waiting and still even when it does change I'm still waiting for them to share. Here I am in an endless wait because no one has enough love in their hearts to share with me. Will you share your story or your bio with me?....
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| Subject | I won't admit it... |
| DateCreated | 11/11/2011 9:53:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 11/11/2011 6:53:00 AM |
| Body |
You ever just feel like you've fallen apart it's like you're waiting for someone to appear but isn't appearing. You ever just get so upset that your chest feels so hollow and empty and the weight in the air through your body just centers itself at one spot and then the tears start falling from your eyes. No matter how hard to try to stop the feeling it won't remove from you. You try to block it out and be normal but it still haunts you. You know that this won't end and there's nothing to replace it no matter how hard you try. You just wish you could live without it, so unsettling but yet so true. Something just died inside of me. I can't fix this all I can do is try to ignore it and I really wish I could.....
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Subjectcries unheardDateCreated12/23/2011 5:39:00 AMPostedDate12/23/2011 2:40:00 AMBody
Killing me over and over again all because you refused to respond to my cries I prayed to a god who was never there it might as well been you so I went under and found the same cries unheard maybe I'd be better off mentally in denial the truth is something no one wants to share, as my voice rises louder and louder I'm still just cries unheard I just want to know what's wrong with me self-improvement is supposed to be a step to recovery but nothing you prescribe is helping me it's been several years now and later don't tell me I waited too long for you to catch it because as my voice called out louder and louder my cries was still unheard I don't who is really killing me is it your neglect or me? Saying sorry was like saying bye I just wish the wound would cease like the two words you just spoken....
| Subject | shattered thoughts |
| DateCreated | 2/18/2012 9:11:00 AM |
| PostedDate | 2/18/2012 6:11:00 AM |
| Body |
Time comes and goes, people change, and things happen the only steady in life is the fact that I will never leave this place and will be stuck like this forever. Respect is hard to gain life is hell and I'm not sure what to say anymore. Just pretend everything is okay. What have you learned never trust anyone unless they are the same race as you because you see they are like glue. Don't trust in text because humans never follow rules. Trust in common things like language, interests, honesty, and all the things you can't find here on earth. Being alone hurts just as bad as being with someone who doesn't share your interest. Turn to the tv to hear a story because people in real life don't ever tell stories. Everlasting life is how you are treated. The circles of life are like the circles of friendship. Addiction isn't always a bad thing sometimes it keeps you safe from the bad people in the real world. If I had my way my life would be a virtual one and then the only emotion I could have feel would be these :? :/ L J so where does the inspiration come from? I'm done communicating with you today.....
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| Subject | what I do with my kid |
| DateCreated | 3/17/2012 12:34:00 PM |
| PostedDate | 3/17/2012 9:34:00 AM |
| Body | If I try to spend time with my kid we get into a fight. He wont do anything at all I've tried to get him to play nerf guns he wasn't there when me and the other kids played. I tried to get him to go skateboarding and still again he was not there and other peoples kids was. During the week he is in school when he comes home he is on his computer all the rest of the day until bedtime and he wont even go to bed the first 5 times I tell him to do so. I tried to get him to ride a bike and all he did was lock himself in his room and then bang doors. Why is it impossible to get him to do any activity? All he does is want to eat food. I'm upset and I dunno how to change him. I AM VERY VERY VERY DEPRESSED!! but when I was with other peoples kids doing those activities I was happy but guess what he was NEVER there!!!!! so I was thinking what do I do with my kid and well the answer is nothing because he refuses to do anything with me but make me yell and get upset. He tells me things like get out of my life and No I don't want to do anything with you. |
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