im dying

No one will help me find something good to say. Lately ive been trying to fix all the stuff in my life thats broken but instead im still being told to leave im a failure and top of all that im still sick and its only getting worse. Why wont anyone help me? Why does everything have to be drama in my life why cant i find the hope anymore? Why am i so broken ? Someone plea see e help me it hurts so much i cant take it no more. Now it appears i have to drop out of school because just one teacher is saying im not going to succeed in the program. And Now i have nothing to live for. And im still sick my underarm pit is very swore and im not even able to deal with it proplery. If i goto a hostipal i wont get proper treatment because ive done that alot throughout the years. I just need to find one place to go to for treatment not all different outpatient places. Im stuck because it seems like no matter what place i goto they all will just do the samething and just cut into me. I dont want this no more. I dont wanna live like this no more. I cant stop crying. My head hurts now. And no one cares about anything that im going through. No one wants to help me get better.