does it make it normal?

To want to feel natural about feeling anything at all. Like the seed that blooms into a beauitful flower. We all grow into something. The chemicals in my brain have only shown me that I can feel alive it's like holding hands for the first time. My written words to you are the hug I never received. The truth within that made me feel human. This is the smile I received the kiss the I never felt before. The light that outshine the darkness and made everything okay. It wasn't always butterflies and rainbows. I'm just happy be to me alive. Even if it drives me crazy and I have to create an imaginary world than that's where I'll exist.