what's worth

Is it because I'm alone invisible and worthless? Is it because I didn't buy the right type of security? Is it not because of this but because everyone in this environment doesn't give a shit and doesn't wanna research it. My head hurts and I'm feel like the longer I stay here the worse it will get. But where am I to go? I need to find a place that can heal me. All the same places give me the same answers. Where can I go to be evaluated by a new place?