God please help me

There's something wrong with me again so yesterday I started breaking out again. I got this red rash under my breast and little tiny pimples. I'm also broken out on my inner thigh. This is why I hate having family around because everytime someone comes near me I get sick again. Last time I was sick when Debbie came over I had hives. Plus I can't find my driver's license why isn't it in my wallet. I'm sick of this shit I'd rather be alone in silence then have to be missing stuff and sick all the time. I'm sick of how people treat me. God why won't you help me?