addiction

So I have discovered that even if I quit all my addictions that "they" say is bad for me. The end result is that it didn't change my life. I'm still endorsing the same lifestyle. Nothing even matters. I don't care anymore I'm sick of doing what you want while your happy but I'm Not seeing any change with me. I'll do whatever you ask of me but still it doesn't help me. I'm still hopeless. If anything now I have zero to look forward to everyday.