dreams and reality

That's what holds me back so yeah I see a home and land for sale and think I can do this let me contact an agent ...and then let me get a rental home to sell out so I can make some money, but then the dream died out and reality came creeping back and said you won't do it because then you'll be all alone you won't have mommy no more your already loveless and friendless and to not have mom around anymore but tons of money will leave you lonely. You know your just going to sit around here where mommy is until someday someone comes along and wants to hold your hand and walk this journey with you. You too damn scared to do it on your own and the money won't bring you real love or friends. So whats new? Same old story.