idleness

I think that's why this is happening this is why your in dead silence because now no one can tell you what you can or can't do. I've earn my own self expression. The weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I'm free to make my own choices now since there's no humans around to make me feel like I'm never going to be worthy enough. No one can harm me now it's like I'm unstoppable. What good are friends anyways? they aren't really your friends when all your money runs out anyways. What is so good about having man in your life when you'll never share anything other then sex? You've gained zero respect from humanity in the first place. Take a walk and hold your own damn hands buy yourself your own jewelry. Why do you need any humans when all they ever do is make you talk to ghosts in the first place. I'm give you what you gave me zero memories made, zero experience, zero pictures, zero communication. Thank you for what you turned me into. This is the life journey that you let me bleed it it out all alone. Share this moment with me humanities answer is always no I'm sorry and the result is always get that paper money rules everything forget everything else. Let's make a memory on your own because your never there. I never was the rat race type of person who chased after that evil shit. What am I? I am the seeker of smiles, fun, parties, an experience. I'd rather sit and watch the leaves in a tree fall off then run after that evil shit. I'd rather hangout with a homeless person and listen to their complaining or whatever. I'd think I'd have more respect from that then what your giving, but I still enjoy my solitude even when it drives me crazy. I'm tired.