break out the box

I need to overcome my fears and break out of the box I've been in for so long. So is it insanity that keeps me here? Should I keep going back to the same place to try to improve myself Or should I just start someplace fresh some place new? When will I break free of the fears that left me in the dark for so long? I need to form an connection to a place that will allow it but I fear I'm still broken inside. I can't tell the difference between acceptance or rejection. I need to break out of this box. Dear lord set me free give me the headspace to clear the fears and renew the life that was once broken. Take a leap a faith into the unknown. Break away from here and start over again why is it my biggest fear but yet my strongest desire?