suffering

Why won't you just take me away. Why must I continue to suffer slowly? I don't want to live in this awaking nightmare anymore please take me away from here. End my Pain. I've shed so many years for too many years just help me crossover to another body another life where I'm not the virus. Give me a new purpose. God please help me. Why must I suffer in silence? When will this pain ever end? Why should I even struggle anymore? All I feel is misery all I experience is in darkness. Why can't I end the suffering? I wish my suffering was the death of me because death would put a cure to my suffering. Why won't I heal? Can I just get a end to this suffering. You stole all the light out from me. I'm locked in this prison body it's like the devil is taking over me. And now I'm forced to live this way. I suffer slowly in my misery the silence now consumes me. Why can't I end all the suffering?