I'm done with trying to fit in this world

I might be broken but at least there's no one around to tell me what I have to do or where I need to go. I can make my own choices. If anyone doesn't like what I do or don't do then stay away from me. And if I spend all my money and don't have an income so be its not like I live in a happy home anyhow. So if I never rise up in life and if I fall down to the lowest low so what. Nothing matters I'm still be me. Even if it hurts or I end up homeless. Nothing seems to matter I just deal with whatever happens. I might be worthless, non-skilled, or whatever but I don't care anymore. I'm sick of fighting. I'm so done. I'll just do whatever I'm doing today tomorrow and so forth. Don't let it destory you remember that don't let it make you crazy again. Just back to life is beautiful and your okay. It doesn't matter if your not out there making money like everyone else is. If you end up without a job just remember you can always sell everything inside your home. It's going to be okay. The only problem is I feel like I have no self worth. It's like all the items do but me as a person doesn't. Okay stop thinking and just try to live your life as best as you can.