I called a lawyer for disability I'm being told no again rejection is all I ever experienced. The moss disability group don't ever call there again. Try someplace else. I'm told I gotta work five years because I have to pay their insurance that I have no protection until I work five years. So basically humans God the world is saying they don't care about humanity just pay us before we can help you unless it's a global pandemic then they remove all price tags. Five years from now maybe I'll be dead or maybe they will cut off my legs and pussy and ass and arm and tits and maybe I'll be the one in the wheelchair. You know I'm right time will show you. It sure does feel like it maybe that's why I'm constantly around people in wheel chairs it's a sign of my future. All because these damn doctors don't care the legal systems don't care. I can't even through money at them because the doctors say no cure, but what if they are saying that because of my insurance? Can I throw money at them to be cured? The thing about waiting is time isn't friendly to my disease with all these years it's just gotten uglier and located more places then it used to be. Too bad I couldn't tell my virus to wait years and years before I send you to the right supportive places for it. I want a new doctor and I'm tired of having to choose to go to the same places with no solutions. I need to change my doctor. I want to get examed by a doctor in a different state mines doesn't allow that. I need the money from social security so I can buy an indoor swimming pool to help with my pain and never have to worry about bills. I can't even get the right help with taxes I follow the text software and the it's even sends me info saying it's broken. I'm tired of being this rat in a box. Where's my mental and physical support? I'm sick of this should I goto work and pass out beg for an ambulance? I'm scared to do that look what happened to me last time they put me in a hospital I ended up with out gun rights. Why don't I get protection? Also how come I have over 98 credits from a college and no documents to give a job saying I'm certified? Look at all those years of zeros. I can't even get a piece of paper to improve my profile. Plus these jobs are temporary businesses go in and out and they all change and move locations. My virus is real and infinite it never ends how am I supposed to get never ending coverage I have to wait five more years I've been waiting since 2005 well this sucks. I'm tired of it. I don't see myself living past 50 and I only see myself in a wheelchair in my future with no support I'll have to suffer. This wasn't the dream I had in my mind. All they taught me to do in life is cry and moan. Cry and moan. Thinking back to when I took that certificate exam for windows servers and I couldn't pass it. Why I had all the answers in like 4000+ pages plus and audio cd but still it wasn't good enough to pass. I had zero real-world work experience. I spent all that time trying to remerize the text when I'm reality I wasn't making any progress. What I realized later in life all that stuff is useless anyhow because someone will change the software and then you have to learn new stuff anyhow. That's the things I'm saying nothing is concrete nothing lasts forever besides what you guessed it the virus.
https://eldercare.acl.gov/public/resources/topic/LTC.aspx
I was thinking about my future and thought I probably be unable to piss and shit on my own by the time I'm 60. Also I wonder if when I'm 60 yrs old will I be able to get this service or will the website be down by then will it still be around or gone like everything else?
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