can you feel me? I wish you could understand

I remain unattainable I thought you would understand. I wanted no needed you to read me like a book. All I ever wanted was to try to see if you was a real person if you wasn't all just an illusion. I needed to see if there could have been something, but there was never a reply and you showed me that your the missing piece that could of made me happy. That's all I ever wanted for you is happiness. I wanted us to complete each other. I'm still lost and it hurts so much. I wanna see you and tell you how much I miss you and without you I'm not happy. I want to live something real with you let's go someplace together and share who we truly are without anyone or anything in our path. Let's begin a future by creating a life a timeline a experience shared moments and there's so many of them we could have together if only you would see me outside of your world. I don't wanna fall for your illusion anymore. I just want real quality time with you to get to know the real you. I would have done anything for that, but you don't want the same. Now I'm supposed to find someone else who can complete me. It hurts I don't even want too. I remain broken until I can start sharing time with you...