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I made a vow to myself to never say no always say yes and keep all my promises never break them. Because I know in my heart that is what it takes to be happy and be a good person. Others will love you for it. And if I fail and I can't do something I will try my best to make it work. I never really learned how to deal with rejection or how to handle someone who always says no. All I ever do is cry. I talk to myself each and everyday. I know all ill ever have is myself. It's just me, myself, and I how sad is that? Why won't you read me like a book? Maybe then you could give me some guidance or advice on what I'm doing wrong?