I sit at home depressed alone in the room year after year I've never had a role to play how am I supposed to get experience? I just wait for acceptance and someone to tell me how to behave. I just do whatever the social groups expect of me whatever it takes to fit in without really being myself because I've never had the opportunity to be me or play a role other than me I dunno know how to start. I feel like there's no plan, structure, or script planned for me in life. I'm an outsider looking in, but all I can do is trespass because I'm not invited to join. All I know is people hurt and they are temporary. That you cannot count on anyone to be social at all nothing but this goddamn piece of paper and I can't do this anymore.
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