cigarettes

You was there as my friend everyday of my life. You touched my hands went on walks with me. You touched my lips. You relieved my stress. You went everywhere I went. You spend all your time with me. You was addictive and bad for my health. You still remain there by my side and you speak to me when no one else would. Your all I ever had. I don't know how to quit. I filled my lungs with the toxic chemical s because you wouldn't save me. We wear the same bracelet have the same tattoos. No it wasn't ever true there was never a we just I am the destoryer of my own worth. When I can't breathe no more I'll blame you for not helping me pick up the pieces. Can u see me? Would u save me? Or I'll just continue let the smoke run through my veins. Its the only access you gave me. Why couldn't there have been a real person instead? They all disappear. Now I just reside in this cloud of smoke.