I don't wanna wake up

Why can't I just sleep like a normal in person I'm sick of waking up in The middle of the night. What is wrong with me. I'm in have this really bad pain in my head again between it in and my left eye. I wish I could just sleep and have nice dreams and never wake up again because Everytime I wake up it's so hard to try to fill the long hours of each day with stuff to do. I've been praying for entry to heaven. I'm so tired of this never changing life of mines. God please forgive me and end this hell I'm living in. Please save me. The silence grows very long. The only thing I can hear is the sickness.