I don't understand

How can you keep going on wanting to live another day without hearing my voice or seeing me face. How can you keep living without speaking to me. I can't take this shit no more it's driving me crazy. It hurts so much. I don't wanna go a single day without you. Why do I live with this constant sadness. Will I ever be whole will you ever fill the void in my heart that keeps me broken inside? I suffer daily why didn't you care for me? I need you so much your all I ever needed wanted. All I could ever dream about. Why are u keeping me hell? Please help me. I hope someday you will wake up and realize how broken and soulless you are without me. I need you love more than anything in this world. Everyday is a struggle without you in my life. Without you all I ever have is this constant longing that never ends. Sure there's always another day ahead of me but me without love is a battle I'm always loosing. Please find me soon.