live events

Live life live events without them I don't have no purpose in life. There's no point in living anymore. I'm in a state of depression. When will this end? When will I be able to feel alive again? I'm loosing hope. Hope for life love and my humanity. Give me back my life. Let me run outside. Give me freedom and peace. Give me purpose. Give me opportunity. Give me bruises and hugs. Give me a voice to speak with. Now all I do is sit at home alone in the darkness. It's hard to mend. I don't wanna breathe. Still I'm here trying my hardest to be patient. All my life I've been seeking and searching for an experience and now it feels like I'll never get there. God please help me find the path back to opportunities. Please don't shut me out no more. Please don't let me be forever stuck at home because you know my home is broken and I'm miserable here. I don't want to live in a world where I have to stay at home in this hellish lifeless, loveless, prison. I need to get away far away from here. I need a new start in a new place where I have a chance to better myself and everything else in my life please don't take this away from me. Why does it feel like just when I was ready to take myself a step further in life you pushed me me under and now I'm stuck here in hell for eternity. My ears are bleeding here my eyes can't handle the pain. God please show me the beauty in the world. Give me back my opportunity for a tommorow.