-without

In fear I live because the simple pleasures in life are in denial. Cut out from existence the darkness won it took over, but not anymore. Unable and afraid the fear that holds me back from the experiences that could have been what I needed to save myself. I found myself more comfortable with myself alone without judgement of others. I'm able to choose my own now. Sometimes I still get mad because when I'm talking to myself there's no feedback which makes me bitter. I just wanna exist with the freedom to say whatever is on my mind at any given time without fear. No one is telling me where I need to be what I should he doing etc. I am now free.