may 26,2023

I miss you already it makes me crazy. Why does it seem like you don't want me to follow you around? Then you told me I have to wait until August to see you again. It feels like forever that's too long. I should have just told you or asked you to come with me on my vacation, but I really wanna take you home with me. Why is it so hard for me to ask you? Maybe because I fear rejection because all I know is heartache and pain. I just want more time with you. I need you. I love you are everything I've ever dreamed of. I thought you was my fate maybe I'm just doomed to be broken forever. I'm so tired of waiting for a beginning. I wish I could stay in your arm forever. I need to find a way to make you love me. Tell me how? I'd do anything for you. I even transformed myself. I'm not the same person I used to be but I'm not sure if that's even helping. Tell me what do I need to do to make you love me?