destiny destroyed

It was nice seeing Vincent wearing my bracelets. He always makes me feel happy about that. I wish there was more I could gift him. I wish he'd inspire more creativity in me. I'll always feel like I'll never be good enough. I started trying to dig up some information about him online, but I can't really find enough. I wish I knew who it is that he's seeing so I can find out why I'm not good enough. I sat there and thought about what is it that she has that I don't. What is wrong with me? All I could find was a picture of him and his parents with I guess that's his girlfriend. I'm jealous of her I wish I knew who she is. I really wanna earse her out of the picture and put me there, but I'm just having those evil thoughts mixed with fantasy and dreams again. I hate this.