Friday August 25, 2023

I'm dying inside it hurts all the time. Wishing I could just pull you closer to me. I wanna place my hand on your heart stare deeply into your eyes and we lean into each other and romantically share a kiss. Would it be wrong would it be right? Would you pull me in closer or just drift away? Could we just go someplace together where the rest the world doesn't exist? Could I hold your hand and walk with you? Could we just talk about life and other things. What is inner beauty and how can I find it? Could we watch the sunrise together? Could we step into the unknown. Laugh, cry play and make new memories together. I'm so tired of living in denial. Always waiting and searching for something I'll never find because I am frozen in time. I always feel like there's no beginning because everytime it begins it ends before it even started. I don't wanna feel like I have to wait until I'm dead and gone to goto heaven. Why can't I experience it now while I'm still living? Don't set me up for failure no more demons be gone. I can't seem to break them. Save me from this darkness. I wish I could feel happiness and I wish I could share that with you. Where has my wasted age gone to? Why is my timeline so timeless? Do I always remain with unanswered questions? How can I fix this? What should I do? I'll let my destiny pathe the way.