can u hear me?

Will you dianogose me? There's something wrong with me. I don't have the power or control to move from this room. I'm isolated here by myself in silence everyday driving me mad. I wish I could go to church and pray for help but I'm too scared. The world is scary place everyone is sick or wearing a mask. I wish I could got a party. Or adventure out to see the unknown. But here I am trying to find away to stay sane while I suffer the silence of being alone in a room day after day. Social media doesn't help no one shares their stories with me or communicate s they way I wish they would. I feel so disconnected so broken inside when that's all I ever wanted to to feel like I'm apart of something. I just want to feel needed connected unforgotten. Worthy of something somehow.