mad

Here it goes against and again time wasted. I sit here alone angle to achieve anything just wasted time. I sit here all day on this game and I can't progress. It's just like everything else in life which I don't have. I just sit here and wait for a helping hand and try by myself to only find more grief. So what back to writing this shit again and again. It never changes. I'm sick of texting no one can hear me or help me. Tears fall down my face from anger my fist meets my face. And then I keep walking around try to find these damn animals but I can't. What if I just stand here texting for help or staring at the clock. I did that the other day begging for help. Only thing happened was the clock s hours had changed. Then I find some people who help me get tags and I don't get the ones I need to make it to the next rank. Then I'm stuck here alone in solidutude silence and miserable. But yet if I tell anyone they will say I'm dark or I'm the one with the problem. How the hell is it me? When all I do is try and have patience and beg for help but get no place at all???? I wouldn't be so angry if this wasn't happening. Now would I no....I'd be moving along to something else. I'd see improvement progress but instead I see NOTHING!!!