how to become real?

I wanna need to know how to be real. How am I supposed to be real person instead of everything feeling so fake. I wanna know what it is to experience the simple things in life. Like call me over to hangout. Let's go shopping together or just sit at home watching tv, or even take a walk. Ride bikes together or go-to a park. Whatever happened to being real? I feel like I've lost everything that makes me feel alive. Where is my humanity? Share a true story with me. Make things happen or even read a book with me. Why is it so hard for me to do this?