shattered thoughts

Am I crazy? so what then it shall be it will be what it will. I'm not going to let you and you know who I'm talking about all of "you's" who don't take the time to reflect on or to open your eyes or your minds to what is real. Hell yeah we all make own life choices. Yeah I get happy by myself I also get sad too. I wear the damn mask and paint your fucking pretty picture of what you think is normal. But what is normal anyways? And who really gives a shit and does any of this any matter anyways? Too many questions I'm looking for the answer because I already know what it is.