proof of existence

Who am I? Okay so I can provide proof of my existence, but why can't I make a connection? Where's is my friend to create this timeline with me? Example; if I was to meet someone could you provide your timeline with me? Am I allowed to know who you are? Would you share yourself with me? Who are you? I am an open public book. Why do I feel that the rest of the world is not. And how do I change this? How can I make this better? The wait seems endless. I'm still here waiting for a beginning. Where can I go from here? It's whatever you need whatever you want. I want to give you everything. All my time all my love it's all for you.