lost and alone

When I want to communicate and feel loved when I wanna feel alive your never there to build me up and and share your life you are just another song a written word intangible melody inside my head you only take take take then spit me out when your done you filled my heart with emptiness I got all emotional over myself I couldn't feel anything else I couldn't see you because you didn't come running for me so make your move where's the effort did you try or is this just always going to remain the same here I am alone with my own words raging inside of my head and I wish it would end I got a imagineary everything everything that was hopeful and positive was just a dream a wish upon star that couldn't ever make it to reality can you see my suffering nothing will seal this wound I'm just talking to myself again it a cycle that never ends will please teach me how to ......