repeat my to mind is is always on repeat

What do you do where you do go when everything remains the same the silence is always the biggest part of me it doesn't matter where or when because in the end it never begin in the first place just a quick moment that you'll never forget that you felt more alive than ever only to be taking away and then the cycle repeats stuck inside your own mind conversations with own yourself for too far now the only person who speaks is yourself let this destory me when will I be able to break free from this solitude and feel my humanity why wouldn't you let me be the better part of me I've filled my fingers with void my ears with silence my eyes with tears can you see my empty soul  can you fix what's broken will you ever take notice am I even alive or am I living in hell I can never tell your speaking in tongues but your heavenly father wasn't sending the communication so you held the weight of rejection time won't help you it doesn't matter where you go who u see they are all the same in the end there all a connection your just a fucked up rejection shun by reality the only friend your ever have is this piece of paper the only creation you ever known your in a wreck but you can't break away from whats killing you your the forsaken still awaiting for your savior to break the silence and fill your text with a new attitude that leads to the unbroken ....