what I ask of god

During these hardtimes when it feels like the end of the world. Show me how to be the light and receive the light in this dark era. Help me learn to how value and trust in others. Teach me how to feel worthy. Take away some of my burdens. Help me find balance. Give me cooperation. Show me how to be a friend or a lover. Teach me how to better myself and others. Help me find a place to live and work where I will feel valued and not broken and worthless. I can see what the problem is please god help me fix these things. I can't be what I'm meant to be it succeed in my own. You know I try and try over and over again. It just brings me down to a dark place I can't survive. Sometimes I wonder why still continue to try again and again. Lift me up and save me from this nightmare. Please god give me the balance I need to make it all better. Accept me for who I am. Prepare me for my next journey.