what I need

A friend a fighter a lover open and honest commitment. Explore the unknown until it's something worth experiencing. The best and the worst part of me. How am I supposed to make someone crazy over me? How. I supposed to ever be happy? How am I ever supposed to have any dreams? When will I ever stop feeling worthless? When will I ever feel like I'm complete. How will I ever break out of this darkness and see the light? How am I supposed to rebuild my broken heart? When will I ever stop feeling like I'm just talking to myself? Where's the magic?